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Beggar

by Caitlin Cannon

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1.
When I was young I was told I showed promise That I could be anything that I wanted But no one did predict I’d become the world’s greatest alchemist Step right up and get ready for the show I can turn the dullest penny into gold Curious it’s a wonder to behold I can even make myself believe you love me When you don’t It’s only taken a lifetime of practice To hone the skill and to master the craft If I cheat to pull off the trick Then I must or I just can’t live with it Step right up and get ready for the show I can turn the dullest penny into gold Curious it’s a wonder to behold I can even make myself believe you love me When you don’t Spare me your indifference I don’t care no I won’t take a hint I won’t be ashamed I’m trying to change you Or that I’m manipulating the evidence Step right up and get ready for the show Watch me turn the dullest penny into gold Curious it’s a wonder to behold I can even make myself believe you love me When you don’t When you don’t
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I’ve been getting acquainted with the kind of pain That’ll bend your mind and cause it to fray Bend your knees and force you to pray Who says people don’t change My doctor tells me I’ve got a brain It don’t make dopamine and won’t think straight The round one takes the edge away The red one keeps the blues at bay Somewhere between Amarillo and Little Rock He said “You wanna tell me why you failed to abide by the traffic stop” And I didn’t really know the speed I was going just that it wasn’t fast enough Always running behind I never can catch up I’m breaking down between Amarillo and Little Rock Why so far from home he asks But I wasn’t there long enough to call it that The south has lower property tax I find myself circling back Do they pad prescription opioid dosage So he can meet his ticket quota When he asks me if I’m sober I say “I really don’t know, Sir” I’m just somewhere between Amarillo and Little Rock They’ve got hay for sale by the roll or bale and they grow cash crop Is there anywhere in middle America people aren’t working their asses off Always running behind they never can catch up We’re breaking down between Amarillo and Little Rock I’d sooner burn through my reserves and let the wheels come off Before it’d occur to me that I could stop Somewhere between Amarillo and Little Rock It’s as good a place as any to just get out and take a walk Ain’t it funny when clarity’s hidden in a contradiction or a paradox Can’t begin to get your bearings ’til your good and lost And breaking down between Amarillo and Little Rock
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Beggar 04:07
It was never a white picket fence Or too much extravagance But I don’t know when it became whatever I thought I could get Maybe I lowered the bar A rung too far When the world don’t ever give you better than you think you are I’m saving face now ‘cause I’m no beggar I’ve got it good so why should I want better They’ll call me ungrateful but it’s no more clever Than half the shit I call myself so I can’t get there When I want more than I’ve been settling for Now I feel the cold coming on I look up the leaves are gone Seems like seasons used to linger and now they just hit and run Time ain’t no friend of mine My patience turned to pride Sayin’ I already failed so I don’t ever have to try I’m saving face now ‘cause I’m no beggar I’ve got it good so why should I want better They’ll call me ungrateful but it’s no more clever Than half the traps I set myself so I can’t get there When I want more than I’ve been settling for Might be stuck in my ways but I know I’m not a mountain I am a volcano And I’ve got years of pressure building underneath So I still put my money on me Cause I ain’t saving face now No I’m just a beggar And I got nothing left to take but desperate measures So call me ungrateful call me whatever But I’ll be damned if I don’t see it’s now or never When I want more than I’ve been settling for
4.
Waiting 03:30
We were only fifteen on the school debate team I wore a tie had a face full of braces You had holes in your jeans and safety pin earrings Got tired of one side of your hair you’d just shave it And I’d never seen a more beautiful thing Said when you’re sick of that asshole you’re dating I will be waiting Until things are less complicated Waiting What else would you do for an angel In a couple of years cocaine and cheap beer I thought you might notice me running with that crowd But you weren’t around the night I went out Got into that trouble they don’t let you out of Decided to fight for the rest of my life To get outta of that hell I was caged in Just waiting Until things are less complicated Waiting What else would you do for an angel So we wrote letters and talked on the phone There were times I didn’t feel so alone I’d see you the weekends you’d get it approved But the letters stopped coming the visits did too They gave me my pills a ten dollar bill My teeth are half rotten my hair it’s all gray And I didn’t know anywhere to call home So I bought these cheap flowers to put on your grave And I’m gonna spend my days making amends So they’ll let me come see you in heaven ‘Til then I’ll be waiting Until things are less complicated Waiting What else would you do for an angel

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Caitlin Cannon's upcoming release, Beggar (a four-song EP set to debut on April 5, 2024 as a standalone precursor to her forthcoming full-length album Love Addict) is all songwriting chops and vibe.

With cinematic soundscapes, nostalgic atmospheres, and words that are a testament to the enduring power of storytelling at their center, Cannon is evolving beyond the bronze status she once proudly declared in her critically lauded debut release, The TrashCannon Album.

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released March 29, 2024

Caitlin Cannon's upcoming release, Beggar, a four-song EP set to debut on April 5, 2024, as a standalone precursor to her forthcoming full-length album Love Addict, is all songwriting chops and vibe.

With cinematic soundscapes, nostalgic atmospheres, and words that are a testament to the enduring power of storytelling at their center, Cannon is evolving beyond the bronze status she once proudly declared in her critically lauded debut release, The TrashCannon Album.

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Caitlin Cannon Nashville, Tennessee

According to Saving Country Music, Cannon's “not a songwriter for the winners; she's a songwriter for the broken, the downtrodden, the losers, the motherfuckers. She sings about real shit that most other songwriters don't have the guts to broach...one of those country artists that slides so criminally under the radar; it angers the blood…" ... more

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